i wanted to major in music. then i found out i suck at it. so i decided to major in art. i sucked at that too. math perhaps? no. i suck at that. biology? suck at that.
maybe i should quit school and be a dancer? oh i suck at dancing…
a stripper? oh, im too ugly.
oh yea. I suck at sex too.
maybe i should just be a blob the rest of my life. fuck careers.
Now, Now — Wolf
I would kill to be your clothes.
Clinging to your body.
saw a video of some girl stripping to this song and liked this song way more than the girl… so much so i closed out of my incognito window to figure out what this song was…. that’s saying a lot.
The Scientist - Coldplay
A song that is an apology, but is also one of the saddest ones to ever be sung. It’s part love song, part scientific questioning. It fully alludes to a man’s powerlessness in the face of love.
I no longer need you to fuck me as hard
as I hate myself.
Make love to me
like you know I am better than the worst thing I ever did.
I’m new to this
but I have seen nearly every city from a rooftop without jumping.
I have realized
that the moon did not have to be full for us to love it.
We are not tragedies
stranded here beneath it.